I guess Valentine’s Day is the day that people who are alone get to reflect and regret all the choices they have made in their love life…
I figured out today that there is one thing that I have lost and I really miss; and that is having 1/2 of a good memory…
I was reflecting on a childhood sweetheart named Jessica and i cannot remember if we kissed; I have a strong feeling that we did, but I cannot recall a specific occasion. Even worse, I feel that at one time I did know this, and now it is too shrouded with time and lost brain cells for me to focus on it. * sigh *
Other than that, I can remember details for everything else… or at least i think i can… :oP
It is an immeasurable sense of loss to be missing a memory… kind of like a little bit of your soul has gone missing.